Why (experiment)

started 9-18-10 Experiment (12-17-10) This is another one I experimented on.

Why is it I do that which goes against my heart?

Tearing at the very fibers of my being.

What does that say about who I am?

 

Does it mean I am an evil person

rebelling against all that is good?

Does it mean that I am hopeless

Chained into a ceaseless nasty pit?

 

Why is it I am on fire sometimes but not others?

Burning with a beautiful powerful passion.

What does that say about who I am?

 

Does it mean that it is all fake?

A charade put on to fool people

or worse, to fool myself?

Does it mean that I’m fake?

 

Why is it that I don’t notice the love?

Passively missing the beauty engulfed within

What does that say about who I am?

 

Does it mean I’m emotionless,

Void of the feelings that make us?

Does it mean I’m just not ready,

Not ready to be all I am called to be?

 

What does this say about who I am?