Losing Sleep

About a girl, love, you know the usual heartbreak stuff.

Am I asleep?
Not yet,
Feels like forever
Since i last felt
anything at all.

I feel another tear
run down my cheek,
Its bitterness makes
me cringe.
I turn over,
stare at the wall,
the bed is cold,
im cold.

Broken down, falling,
The darkness surrounds me,
Im alone, in my thoughts,
In this world?
I hope not.
I wish i was tired,
Forcing my self to sleep
isnt working.

I miss her,
Miss us, miss me,
Trying to find my self,
In this maze of a mind,
That i call my own.
Holding on to my last memories,
I close my eyes,
All i want,
is to open them,
and see her.

My heart is in chains,
Rusty, cold, heavy.
The lock is small,
but i have no key.
I gave it away,
Hope she still has it.
My chest starts to hurt,
Loneliness creeps up fast.

I take a deep breath,
Clear my head,
I have found my self again,
God, please done let it be,
To late for me.
Let her know im still here,
Still alive, breathing,

Im still cold,
But im ok, for now.
The warmth from my memories,
keeps me sane.
Just get me through the night,
For tomorrow is closer,
To the day where I,
Become whole again,
with her,
In my arms.

Am i asleep?
No, not yet....

Reviews

[Ryan Heisel]

Beautiful work. Great write!!

[Mia Fin]

Great writing, I can definitely relate to this one, especially this part,
"Trying to find my self,
In this maze of a mind,
That i call my own.
Holding on to my last memories"
Keep up the good work!