Drowning In My Loneliness

I am overwhelmed with nothing
I don't find something to hold,
I no longer feel my dreams
Cold fingertips, my heart became harsh!
At first, I felt I was lucky because all the pain in my chest has faded
All this feeling that forced me to cry all that guilt,
Which weighs my shoulder I no longer feel
But this vacuum is bad , it's scratches me inside day after day
It cooled slowly, until I don't feel the sense of the pulse of my heart
Or the air that continues to enter and exit my lungs
I no longer love to stay,
I no longer have ideas in my head
I am empty, hollow
I do not feel anything
I got rid of my memories
I no longer hold in my heart any fulfillment
I do not want to remember those who went by in my life
I live without having a hand to join my hands that fills my heart.
I honestly do not like anyone, I do not hate anyone
I don't approach to anyone,
I do not want to be approached by anyone
In a simple manner and quietly an ice is sneaking into my heart.
With all this ice, I do not wait for something
I just feel that I live without any passion
And this hurts me
No single tear drops
No words comes out
I can't share this feeling in my heart with anyone
Always makes me choose absence rather than staying.