Wondering on a wish

cleaning out the old note book. about a year old

I owns wondered if I was ever going to live. I know now that I have. Still wondering did I ever make a different to the lives that I touched. Wondering why my family thinks of me second? My guess is that I’m the stronger one. I wish I had a love for droning my sorrows in alcohol. I wish I could find a way to take those drugs that would make me feel nothing. Maybe then I would learn that lesson. I wish I had questions that could be answered and truths reviled about lies main in my self. I wish … No I know I will move on past this world and beyond the means of this place. I wish there was a wish to be made but there’s point in a wish because they don’t come true

Reviews

[Holly Mason]

this is a very realistic piece
thank you so much for sharing
you do not need drugs and alcohol
your addiction is plainly seen
for you write it like you mean

[Quattro Hall]

thank you much.

[catofjade]

There are wishes, then there are desires, then hopes, and on and on it goes. Your writing is always so poignant, always combining the best and worst of this world with the more conceptual- and idealistic descriptions of what it might be like on the next plane. And lest you think I fail
To upon your words set sail
By the singular lack of rhyme
Exhibited recently (ain't it a crime??)
Just let me assure you--
Read this and it will cure you!!

tee hee

[Quattro Hall]

thanks much jade