1 Chameleon boy

1 come alone
2 get inside
3 find a place no one will see or bother with you.
4 stay there the rest of the night
5 watch other people having fun
6 watch other people laugh and joke, smoke, drink and make out.
7 do one of these yourself.
8 stay safe in your spot where no one will see you or bother with you.
9 leave alone.

Guide lines for my weekend parties, 
parties where I know no one and will never know anyone.

this always happens,
this always works,

1 is easy, always easy,
2 less easy but I don't know if I like the shiver the look the doorman gave me,
3 Hard, hard because people are already drunk-or already pretending to be, 
and the corners are filled with people thrusting and making out. 
4 done done done