Stress

When you dont know

I don't know but I want to and it's eating me away tearing me apart when will I know? Have they accepted me yet, will I be able to miss terror in school everyday? Will I finally get the chance to be happy? I don't know I don't know and it's eating me away. What if they don't think I'm smart enough? What if things go wrong? Oh, dear mother, you can try to sugarcoat things but no matter what, we'll never know what's going to happen right now and it's tearing me apart.