3 Birds One Stone

Tears like acid run down my cheeks 
It's all this pain coming alive 
I miss you
I love you
I need you 
It's so easy to push away the feelings that bust apart my heart with a single thought. It's so easy to ignore, even though it hurts. It's so easy to pretend that every little word is nothing at all. 
Minutes 
Hours 
Days 
Pass by as slow as the sun sinks beneath the sky 
Your gone
Your here 
Your so far way
Nothing was a mistake. 
So why does it feel like my fault?
Was it even my choice?
Why did you have to make it so hard.
Do you even know? 
Do I even know?
1, 2, 18. 
Half of a whole 
</3 Surrender? 
Not a word.