Fallen

I just wish one person would notice

 

I just wish someone would ask "Are you okay?" and truly mean it

 

When is some gonna notice

 

I'm falling to pieces

 

I'm that girl walking around with the smile on her face

 

The one that always picks you up when your down

 

I've always been the one to encourage you

 

I give you that little push forward

 

I give you courage I give you strength

 

I've become so good at hiding it that no one notices anymore

 

I'm that girl

 

Who walks alone

 

Drowning out the pain

 

You never see me stubble

 

You never see my screaming

 

You never see my clinch my nails into my palm just to feel pain

 

I've given into my temptation's

 

I drink I cut

 

I sit and think everything flows through my mind

 

And all I can do is cry

 

Every word

 

Every glance

 

Every memory of the past brings me a little but further

 

Have you ever once thought to pull down my wrist band and see what's underneath?

 

I have my family issues

 

I have it all

 

I don't have it as bad as most

 

But I have it none the less

 

I just wish someone would see that I am falling to pieces

 

I messed up

 

I fucked up

 

 

I screwed up

 

I dropped love

 

I love you 

I found pain

I miss you

 

I need you

 

You've gotta know

You've gotta see

Open your eyes before I die in your arms