Big Fake Smile and Stupid Lies

You want the truth, I don't want to let go.</span>

I've held it all inside for so long. Maybe, I don't want to let you know.

Maybe, I don't want to let you know what I feel inside.

Maybe, Just... I'm afriad.

 

It sent chills down my spin, my heartbeat increased, I lost all thought, my palms tingled, my lips formed a smile and my mouth spewed. Word after word. It all was a blur. It only lasted seconds but it's bore in my mind.

 

" You're killing me."

"Everything."

"I feel like your playing games with my mind.

" I care about you, your like my best friend."

 

Butterflies invadned my every sense, the words were jammed in my throat. Lips trembling, heart racing, mind realing. Lost all together on just one word.

 

I said I loved you and I meant it