Head spinning with pain
Trying hard not to cry
But the tears keep streaming down my eyes
The pain is seaping into my soul
Sick of the pain. Weak, drowning in the rain.
Trying hard to make it through this life. Of stress pain and lies.
I'm trap behing this door.
That will never poen. Surrounded my darkness. Lost beneath the cracks.
This is how I felt when I was to blind to see
what was surrounding me. I was slowly breaking down. Deeper and deeper into a depression that was my own fault.
Being angry and the world but the only person I was truly mad at was me. For hurting those who love me.
I have to bring myself out of this shell that has completly surrounded me. I just begin and love me for me!