Retrieving The Heart

I'm nobody else now

sitting in front of a mirror

today I'll be no pow

I'll be no more that w***e

it keeps me thinking though

what will happen then

I feel time flowing slow

and all the stares from men

past life illusions appear

digging holes through my brain

casting upon me the biggest fear

of stepping backwards once again

I cannot take it anymore

I desperately need a fresh start

for what I want to be and swore

I'll be retrieving the heart

Author's Note

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