Blur

plenty of mistakes made
yes, ethan, you've done wrong.
and yes, there are many regrets
i feel i shouldn't feel
for only eighteen years of life
shouldn't feel so real.
but it does, don't be affected,
and don't let it get to you.
god, now i think i need help
and for once in my life
maybe i'll say i hope for something better.

but the questions remain
the questions like why i wonder
or where i'm going
or why i wonder where i'm going.
f**k, it's all really just a blur.

from the day to day tasks
to the twelve hour shifts
to the petty little breakups
to the classic rock and new music
to what i write
to what i feel.
it's all a f*****g blur.