Intro

 We're all born with innocense, and somewhere along the line it gets lost to us, to some its stolen, others grow out of it, but eventually no one has any. Those who get to stay innocent to at lest there teenage years, they are the lucky ones, the ones who grow out of it which in my own oppinion is a very rare thing now a days. Then there are the ones like me, who lost it very young. Though I didn't lose it altogether, I lost it one piece at a time, starting as far back as I can remember. Can you immagine going thru childhood without your innocentse? Loosing each peace with another, till it distroys you and you have nothing of yourself. No confidince, not trust, no respect for anyone not even yourself, and no innocents.
 The story i want to tell is not a story at all but a life that i lived and grew up in thinking I was the only one who grew up loosing my innocense, when infact there are many people who grow up thinking that they are alone, who feel they can't talk about it because it's so disgusting to them that surely everyone else would look at them and think them indifferent. And who wants that? To admit to people that I have expierinced niglect, alcohol, drugs, and sexual interaction all before i was 16. Expierencing sexual interaction lost me my trust, which made it imposible for me to let anyone be close to me. The first person I ever loved I distroyed becuse he loved me and though I was young he knew me more then everyone. Drugs and alcohol set me aside from my family. The niglect lost me everything else, and all of these lost me my innocence completely.

Author's Note

Ignore spelling and grammar please.