I am Stuck

I am stuck on repeat, going through the motions for the sake of doing
so. I try to contain myself by consuming air, and I try to contain you
with precious words I don't quite understand. I'm looking for something
to lose myself to, but I don't know if I've even found myself yet. The
libraries show me less than the stars, but the imminent fear of forever
forces my gaze to the ground.