Blow

I'm in a very dark place right now and need to let out the best way I know how. And healthiest way I know how.

Just want to
blow my brains out
Visualize
As it all sprays out
As all
the light fades out

Watch me
Blow my brains out
As all
The light just fades out
Once I'm down
Without a sound

It will be okay
Once all the chaos fades
And the light turns to grey
I will finally be okay
Once it all just fades away

But not a minute
to soon
Nothing else
mends these wounds
Nothing else
Puts me back in tune

I crave the silence



October 29th, 2016

Author's Note

So darkness I really need to let out.