Endless

More about how it was...

I'm not sure I love you

I'm not sure you care

But if I were to ask you

Would you think it unfair?

 

I try not to lie

I try to be real

Just don't ask me why

I never show what I feel

 

I thought you saw me

 I thought you could hear

Yet you never used the key

That could lock away my fear

 

I wished you understood

I wished you could see

So that maybe you could love

The part that is really me

 

I hope it's all okay

I hope it's all fine

Don't worry about hurting me

I know you can never be mine

 

I tell myself it's over

I tell myself it's time

My heart's well passed due

To put you out of my mind

Author's Note

I should mention that this was written August last year.....and I'm posting it now "for a friend who doesn't understand my conflicting feelings", and because they're old feelings that apply again, except in a strangly painless way.

Reviews

[Alexander Fox]

sometimes time doesn't heal, no not at all. So just stand still, as you fall. In or out of love, I doubt you will win him back, when he's got eyes like that, always looking out.

[Blade & Blood (The ..]

Have I read this before? I feel like you showed this to me, but it may just be the content... and oh, how it was truly relatable. Who hasn't felt this before?

Only Time can heal, now. :/

Great work, regardless. :)

Eternally Yours.

[Poeticpiers]

I think I understand your feelings but not why you do not put them to the test
Maybe she feels the same way and doubts if you do