I'm afraid. I'm still paddling.

It's a phenomenon that always happens to people, even for me. Afraid of being afraid has leads me nothing but failure.

In the middle of the sea,

paddling,

trying to catch my first wave.

I was scared

So, 

I missed it, I missed twice, I missed forth...

I'm still paddling,

Casting admiration

on the faces of completion

Waiting,

Slowly dying in the middle of the sea.

What a coward I am.

Author's Note

English is my 2nd language. so if thr's any mistakes feel free to point it out ;)
how do you feel after reading this?

Reviews

[Antoñyo]

I think this is really clever, and enjoyed reading it,
Thanks for sharing

[Sir Drift & Mr. Pulse]

Hey this is really good. Though language is a barrier, ideas can never hide its beauty. Can I show you some corrections? By mail?

[JaniceKJ]

hEY! thanks for reading ;) and YES pls show me my mistakes! thank you so much~