I'm Not Ready

I still haven't faced the truth of what I've done....

I'm not ready to see him, not yet

I'm not ready to see his pain, the pain I caused

I will never be ready

 

I know when I look in his eyes

I'll see his love for me fading

Being washed away by the pain I caused him

 

He is such a great guy

With a warm smile and loving personality

No wonder I fell in love with him

 

But I was afraid of my feelings

So I broke his heart before mine was broken

Now his smile for me isn't warm but cold

 

He may still love me

But he won't let me know

Things will never be the same

 

I'm not ready to see him

I'll never be ready

I broke my own heart when I broke his

 

Reviews

[Krazy On The Outside]

I love this poem so much!
I can totally relate!
I LOVE the first stanza! It's the one I relate the most to.
Amazing poem, great job! =)

[Marilu Elizabeth]

???whats this all about JT?

[TheActOfRandomness(:]

I really like this poem!
My favorite line is "I broke my own heart when I broke his"
That got me!
Great Job! :D

[Satellite Heart]

I probably shouldn't leave reviews for contestents but, i really love this poem, my favorite line is "I broke my own heart when I broke his." beautiful.

Sometimes it's best to end things quickly, to do another person a favor. Sometimes that's best. You'll be feeling guilty for awhile, I suppose, but you'll move past that. It just takes awhile. and it's completely understandable.

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

what a great poem. I a lot of pain in it. You have conjured up true emotions that stir
in most of our souls. Kudos.

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

Now that is a true confession from the heart... owning up to your fears that lead to a mistake... love is fragile and can be broken easily but it also has the miracle of mending itself... I must say your out pour of emotions here was written wonderfully into this great poem. To me one of your best.

[Erin Was Here.]

Nice poem, full of emotion. You are putting into words the emotions I will be going through very soon. You captured them so well. Great work.