Not Me

Never once did I say to you
That giving up everything I knew
Was going to be a piece of cake
That decision was the hardest to make

I struggle with it every day
Living a life with my head on straight
You're the only reason I'm this way
Where did you disappear to?

I know I'm going to fall
Back to where I used to be
That's where I'm most comfortable
That's where I'm completely me

I'm used to breaking the rules
Staying out late with the boys
Sneaking out to be with that special someone
I'm used to being free

This life I'm trying to lead
It just isn't the life that fits me
All the rules and restrictions
Are just too much for me

When everything crashes around me
You'll know where I'll be
I'll be free
I'll be me