My mind

This is a look at my thought process. I'm bi-polar, I suffer from depression and anxiety. It's very hard to live with. This was the best I could express it.

Some days I live, some days I die
One day I'll get answers, other days I ask why.
Sometimes I laugh, and sometimes I cry
One day I'm me, and the next day I ask "who am I? ".
Some moments I mean, mostly I'm kind
Sometimes I think ahead, and some thoughts I rewind.
For most situations I see, in some I go in blind
Back and forth, back and forth,
Welcome to my mind.