I am alive

Life
I am alive
Until I lived
Then erased
My eyes
Looking forward to exist
Yet
All my strengths
seek rest
When my flaws
Haunt like a ghost
Cause they can
Even then
I am alive
until I lived
Then erased
Guess whatever it is
Life was not mine to make
But to live
I was thrown to it
By what some call fate
A gift or curse
Whichever road I choose
To take
Mine is to live
Cause I am Alive
Until I lived
Then erased