It kept my eyes open during bedtimes

I started to worry about my future

My grandma, who originally owns this house that we are staying with my siblings came and told me to take care of this house, sort of clean it or renovated. It made me think why this b***h is here to tell me what to do. We’re in fact she’s never been around and she even took the house that we’re supposed to living just because that one has a title in this one does not. Such a selfish a*s b***h now I Hella cannot sleep. I’m thinking of my future. I’m worrying about what’s gonna happen to me. Where will I stay? Is anyone there that will truly take care of me or will I just take care of myself?
If that’s so, I have to prepare. Because no one will ever help me it’s only me in the end.

Who am I 10 years from now? Why am I always thinking of this? Am I even enough? Will I even get there? Can I make it? Will I be happy? Would I be content?

Reviews

[JayG]

You're blogging, but this isn't a blogging site. Try WordPress.

[Jc]

Thank u. Can I use this as like journal?

[JayG]

Here? What's in it for the reader, who knows neither you nor your situation?

This may be excellent therapy for you, but for the reader, who knows none of the hows and whys, and probably has their own situations, it lacks emotional content that resonates with them.

But...while our own life is probably boring to others, writing fiction is fun, and if nothing else, takes our mind from our problems.

Using the skills of the fiction writer, you are forced to mentally live the events the protagonist does, as they would, in all respects. And that is the very best form of daydreaming. 😄

To see if you are a writer, try the excerpt from Debra Dixon's, GMC: Goal Motivastion & Conflict on Amazon.

[Jc]

I’m honestly amazed by your writings. It makes me inspired to write fiction. You’re right, I find this really helpful as my theraphy and I appreciate your recommendations. I hope I get better soon and I can’t wait to read more on you writings.