Teardrops...

Another way of venting how I'm bawling in my stupidity.

As the darkness engulfs me;

my heart slowly turns cold...

For some reason, I can't let it be...

And I can no longer be bold..

As I was before..

An ice fortress grows in my heart;

And my eyes burn with tears...

Just thinking how we are apart...

I get snickers from my peers. 

Who used to envy me...

I wish to apologize for my wrongs..

But I do not know what;

And more pain comes to those songs... 

Day by Day-made us depart. 

That Big Bang song I loved. 

The Twilight novel I held so close to my heart;

once made me smile...

Now I cry so undeniably hard..

I want to run to you-but I'm too far by a mile..

I can't reach you.

I still keep the messages you sent me;

But I can't read them like I used to...

But then I still can't leave them be...

How can you be so cruel?

And without reason?

I miss everything about you...

Your scent, your touch, your kiss... 

I wonder if you miss me too..

Like you used to; when we were in bliss...

Unlike today...

Our 1st Anniversary wasn't how we planned... 

It was filled with dispute and tears. 

Instead of soaring higher; it had to crash and land. 

All of my biggest fears....

Had come true...

It was losing you.

Every night, I pray you would come back...

That we could start it all anew. 

That your love would never lack-

But the chances are lesser than few. 

I miss you.

I love you. 

My teardrops weren't wasted on you-

They were worth it... 

Your teardrops for me was proof-

But...

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Author's Note

Sighs* didn't have the emotional strength to finish it...
Consider the empty ellipses my last sentence to the final stanza. :'(

Reviews

[Chris Smith Welshpoetcs]

The tear drops fall for the memories that remain, this is touching and shows a caring heart. Beautifully sad my friend.