Philiphobia

Philophobia (fear the feeling)

 

Alone and ashamed I walk through life

Not being able to resist and fight

This feeling of guilt that is hidden in me

It is deep my mind �" I am paralyzed

 

With fear of feelings I walk tonight

There’s no one to stand there by my side

No one to guide me to find the light

It is my fault �" it was my own fight

I LOST

Drained veins �" heart out of love

No feelings left to overcome

This fear of love I cannot fight

How can fear this feeling

Help me to fear this feeling

 

I barely remember how it used to be

So overwhelming, feelings so strong

Life was so easy with her little hand

Wrapped in my own as we’ll never end

 

Words are shallow to try to explain

How I felt when she left me that day

Feelings cannot be ever explained

I never imagined I would feel  this way

 

Drained veins �" heart out of love

No feelings left to overcome

This fear of love I cannot fight

How can fear this feeling

Help me to fear this feeling

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Would be hell not be able to feel. The poem told a sad story. With age we do block emotions. Fear create blocks and we because more cold and less kind. I like the desire to find the place where hope was lost. I like the desire for help. Thank you for the excellent poem.
Coyote

[JennaP]

I am glad you like the story this poem tells...