Sitting In The Rain

I’m tired of trying

I’m tired of caring

So I sit here in the rain

Wishing things were so very different

As the rain and tears mix

I cant help but scream

Out all the anger and pain

All the whys and why nots

All the its not fairs and why does this have to happen to me

In the end….

I’m tired of it all

Tired of crying

Tired of wishing and trying

And just so tired of caring

So keep you im sorrys

Don’t tell me to forget

Don’t tell me to stop what I do

The truth is im just so tired of everything

Why might you ask?

Silly question really…

I tried to fight back- to show I care

So I will sit here screaming at nothing really until my voice gives out

Finally getting a small piece out

Finally be letting go a little bit… right?