cheyenne days

Nightmares of you
I wake

your not there
No idea whether your safe
Tears form
I go to sleep alone
I wake alone
Without you here
I have nothing
Empty
Lonely
My story

im trying to not to cry
im trying not to let the tears roll from my eye
but very soon i shall die
my soul shall burn
your stomachs will churn
all i asked was for a turn
just to talk
and walk
but you have no heart
thats why you tore mine apart
and drove me to this
no matter what i wish
im dead inside
so why not contemplate suicide

suddenly its back
the feeling
for once my heart has healed
and is returned from its destroyer
but i shall keep under key and lock
as to avoid the catastrophe that destroyed it last time
i feel the darkness lingering less
the light shines through
there may be hope for my soul yet
but only time can tell
i shall continue this journey of inner realization till i hit my peak and fall