Heavens Blacklist

A Poem by JetMardium

am i damned
am i to be forever forsaken for my crimes
against nature against god against morality itself
i am forever to be on the lords no entry list
i am forever to live with out love
why must the heavens punish me
why must i have this modern day plague
why cant i ever redeem myself in his eyes
maybe becausei can never forgive myself