One of those days

it is just a short poem i wrote when i am feeling down and doubting myself :D P.S am just an amateur :D loll

Alone with my thoughts this feeling just keeps creeping up, like the secrets you want no one to know

but you know eventually it always comes out 

this feeling of failure, failure of life, not being able to live to my full potential or just playing lazy and blaming it on the world and everything around it, sad really been like that ever since 

Confidence is something am forced to force on a daily basis 

feeling empty, and looking fulfilled two completely different things, that only i know how it feels 

and that's the story of my life, Fucked up,locked up always afraid to speak my mind, scared of being judged, locked away, caged up like an animal ready to be put down, like a decease that everyone avoids, no cure, is this really what my life is set out to be 

Responsibility, that's hard even for me, i say things without thinking, i preach when i need preaching, i seek with no knowledge, when i die will they acknowledge... my existence that once was or would my soul fade away like the rain drops on a hot summers day 

Reviews

[Twilight]

By admitting your flaws and doubts about yourself, takes a combination of honesty and some courage; so it's probably good that at least you've opened up here.

Indeed, even when feeling on a high; some of the flaws which you've mentioned - can unexpectedly catch-up with someone. And, when that happens; another dark phase might beckon?

During a dark phase, people sometimes behave erratically or without thinking things through. Others might behave differently during such a negative phase. For example, drinking or flirting more. Or casual sex, for example.

At the end of the day, even the highest flyers can suddenly fall down from their lofty heights. So, we shouldn't be surprised; when ordinary people become temporarily locked 🔒 into a dark phase...?

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I loved this because wow I have been there many times, You poured a lot depth in this write I felt it. Great job my friend:)

[JoceMaria]

thank you very much, am so happy you took the time to read my work and i appreciate your kind words :)

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Your very welcome it was my pleasure:)