A child's cry

Life can leave you with a deep and empty scare

Dark dark dark
There you were lurking in the dark
Pure evil one foot away from destroying my innocence
My childhood, my being
One touch that’s all it took
I clinched my thighs
I took a deep breath
I closed my eyes, stoped every thought
The thought of pain
The feeling of your hands touching my bare skin
Destroying the walls
And in that moment i felt helpless
Embarrassed that I let it happen
Angry that I was not brave enough to speak out
Afraid, afraid of being doubted
Afraid of the truth coming out
14 years and I am still haunted and scared
I needed you more than anything
I needed your protection I needed a shoulder
I needed an ear I needed your loving words
Now look at me, damaged goods
Incapable of loving
Incapable of trusting
Is there any hope for a broken soul like mine
Or will I forever be reminded
Of the pain, emptiness and blame.