PTSD

I feel mentally trapped I feel limited in my physical ability I feel hopeless at times

I can't seem to let you go
I keep convincing myself that we can still be friends
I dream of one day waking up from this black hole that I have been living in all my life
I am a cold hearted b***h
I hold on to people just to let them down
I crave love and attention, but never willing to give it back
I wish I could
But the scares that torment me
And destroyed my purity
Are the results of evil
I wish to one day heal and love
But I know it all takes time
I wish to one day to feel and never afraid to speak my mind
I wish one day that the words will not only be written but spoken..

Reviews

[Silver]

I wish that day will come soon , it will bring your soul some relief

[??????]

I understand this feeling because I also have Ptsd with a few other things come with it. It does get better and I hear you speaking in the steps just takes time and willingness:)

[JoceMaria]

Thank you.
I found that writing poetry or just a thought has helped me deal with it a bit easier. Before I use to keep it all in and it was destroying me. They do say "Tears are words that need to be written"

[??????]

That is great :) and your very welcome:)