Today

The past should be left in the past
But why is it that everywhere I turn
the past just keeps creeping up on me
I’m left with unhealed wounds
Left with unspoken truths
I’m left with hate and pain
I’ve always wondered how one can live his whole life
Knowing that he has destroyed another’s
Everyday I’m reminded
Everyday it cuts deeper
Everyday I cry endless tears
I thought sharing my inner most demons would help
Or even ease the pain
But only I know how it changed me
Emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually
I’m not the same sweet little girl most use to know
The girl that was filled with hopes and dreams
Determined
I’m faced by fear, insecurities, self hate and faking happiness
That is no way for one to live ..

Reviews

[Surya]

Very emotional, according to me mistakes are made by everyone but after one realised one will see hell as they know the truth now.....
Thank you for sharing...

[Najam Us Saher]

I can relate and feel your emotions. Beautifully written.

[JoceMaria]

thank you for taking the time to read

[Najam Us Saher]

You're welcome

[Silver]

I feel you here , very emotional

[JoceMaria]

some wounds never heal