Angelic Wings

I feel my inner demons taking control

it's putting me into a dark black hole 

I feel the evil in me is about to unfold

I have to break out of this poisonous mold 

No one knows about the demons I fight

They look at me and think everything is alright

On the outside I may look happy and well

But on the inside I'm fighting these demons that are trying to send me to hell

People look at me and think everything is okay

When in reality I'm slowly dying, my heart is in decay 

I may seem like I'm happy when inside I'm sad

I have a hard time battling these emotions, it drives me mad

I am a good person, well in spirit and heart

But it feels like I'm going backwards, I need a fresh start

The demons inside of me are starting to control me

But I wear this mask of happiness so no one can see

I'm in need of help, I need someone to help me battle these emotions

I need someone to give me hope and love and set it in motion

I am in a stand still and these demons have me feeling ill

My heart was warm but now its in a cold breezy chill

I need someone to help me spread my angelic wings

because right now these demons are hurting my body, its a never ending sting

I just want to be happy and take of this fake mask

I want to be happy forever I just want to make that feeling last

Someone out there, anyone, please grab my hand and help

Make me feel happiness, make me feel something I never felt

I'm at the cliff and as I look down all I wanna do is fall

And I look back, no one is there to answer my crying calls

I take the jump, and I'm falling down full speed

But my angelic wings blossom and come when I am in need

I've been saved, I begin to fly up high

because I realized, all you have is yourself and thats all you need to fly.