Sad Eyes

You can see the pain within my eyes

I may seem happy, but that's just a flat out lie

I'm depressed, I can't deal with this pain

I'm on the edge, I feel like i'm gonna go insane 

My life is a grim

I think on a whim

I lost interest in everything I do

But what a life, who really knew? 

Depressed to a fault, finding a way to flee

Death just seems like the only possible way for me

A wast of time, I feel I am

My emotions are bottled up together, like a traffic jam

I try to ease this horrible pain

A fallen effort with no gain

Thoughts begin to eat away

It makes me want to end it all today 

No one will ever understand

Why I want my death sooner than planned

Its not something I want for me

But if it ends the pain, death will truly set me free

And I don't know how much more I can last

All I can do is pray and hope this feeling pasts