Above the waves

The sun shines bright

the wind gives it gentle breeze

but I still have these sad emotions

and I ask myself, how do I get rid of these? 

I can have a perfect day, everything can go well

But deep inside of me, I am still battling, I'm going through hell

I just want a day where I can feel pure

But these negative emotions start to grow even more

As I sit here writing this poem and enjoying the sun's beautiful ray

I can't help but think, "Why am i not fully enjoying this day?"

I can't help but think

how low I have sinked

But I'm overcoming these negative emotions

I'm pushing positivity and setting it in motion 

But I still get caught up in pointless negative commotions

Its like as if I'm drowning myself in a depression filled ocean

But as I start to sink, I pull myself up

Because I realized I am my own raft

I am my own anchor

No one else is gonna keep me afloat 

I'm building positivity around me, thats my boat

And with that, I can never drown

I will always keep my head up high and never look down