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A Poem by Joey Martinez

I'm a savage
I bleed blackness
Cause nothing but havoc
The definition of madness
I hope God answers my call
I Don't know how long I can stall
Before my life crumbles and falls
I'm begging to be good
Hoping to no longer be misunderstood
Praying I become the man I dream to be
So I can encourage the world to be me
But I'm the complete opposite
I'm causing an apocalypse
To the world I call home
Now I know why I'm all alone
Why can't I change
And dismantle the range
Of the evil that I disperse
Which causes the world to become much worse
Inside this body of hatred lives a gentle soul
A human heart beats but is black as coal
Show me how to become........ humane