Under the influence of waves

Lost in a sea of memories
Trying to swim away
But the weed and alcohol
Seem to pull me in the waves
No matter what I smoke or drink
The tides of your memories make me sink
Neck deep in the thought of you
The ripples of love have me askew
I can't escape the impact you left on my life
Drowning in love and there's no help in sight
I'm just another fool in the ocean of love
Each thought of you makes the water rise above
I'm losing my breath just like the time we first met
I am man of many mistakes but you are something I don't regret
I'll happily die from the thoughts of you
Cupids arrow didn't pierce my heart, it went through
You did what no woman has done before
My soul was touched you broke the core
Now let me drown in peace
You took my soul so what will God release?