Rejection

What right had she in making him feel this way? And yet, in spite of it all, in some dark way he enjoyed the rejection; for it meant that he was still alive, still capable of chasing down those old ideals he held in such high regard. His great defeat was not a loss in the least, for within it there was a victory that he had so desperately longed for, but had thought of as a mere impossibility for someone such as himself. He was alive, for the first time in his long life, and, in this moment, that's all that really mattered. 

Author's Note

5/23/13

Reviews

[B]

I guess a rejection leads to that jolt of life
like an injection of new blood running through the body
and may it be ill willed by her
and cruel by the way
your heart is pure
you still can see the good in that

that is beautiful

[Jonny The Savage]

Truly, sometimes it's for the better.
Sometimes it's a lesson in the road better left untrod haha.
Thanks, I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[B]

its funny
you say that at the perfect time
for me
like you hit a nerve literally

[Jonny The Savage]

haha I'm glad you say that.
I usually have terrible timing.
In a good or bad way?
read morehaha I'm glad you say that.
I usually have terrible timing.
In a good or bad way?
Or both?

[B]

lol
i once went into a wedding vows ceremony
you know the part where they say the words they never mean and sign a paper to literally end their life
singing hey hey hey
lol
and the entire family looked at me i was like what
you guys dont say hey
everyone started laughing
nice save lol

[Jonny The Savage]

hahaha yeah! I've been to a couple of those lol.
It's really sad what people call "love" these days.
They wouldn't know love if it bit them on the a*s and said "you m**********r, what do you think you're doing?!"
haha I've had a lot of those moments in my life.
Sometimes it really helps to be quick on your feet.

[B]

i have the shortest going out span
thirty mins and i have to leave anywhere where there is alot of people
Ikea makes me nervous

yeah love is just how much you can bullshit nowadays
a deal of bullshitters

fakers

[Jonny The Savage]

I know the feeling.
Not to that degree, but I don't really enjoy big crowds either.
So many phonies.
It's why I'd rather be alone than deal with bullshit.

[B]

I dont mind it
it could be fun
but it has a time limit in my head

[Jonny The Savage]

haha well everything has a time and place.

[B]

true
only the wise few understand that

[Jonny The Savage]

I think everyone learns it,
Sooner or later haha.