Bruxism

Seized..

Abruptly interrupted
This is the feeling I reminisce shortly before the epileptic episode;
Is the world going to explode?
I don't know
an ode to the skeptics -
decryptions left to code
Septic mold lines the vessel that feeds
I could not care less about your needs
Knees stiffened from the seizure
Follow the procedure
Violently bites off his tongue
Convulsing
His limp wrist hung, crotch bulging
Engulfing the oxygen that escapes his cracked lips
SUDDENLY FORGETS EVERYTHING
Growling, watching his vision eclipse
Twitching violently in that puddle of piss
Splashing about
befuddled in bliss?
Thrashing around

*BRUXISM*

GET THE F**K AWAY FROM ME

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[ANTO]

MB this recalled to me the biography of Ian Curtis of Joy Division who suffered horribly from actual seizures - many occurring on stage when the band gigged.
It is theorised that his epilepsy was the source of his dark lyrics - particularly one song 'She's Lost Control' which was based on a real girl who died during a seizure that he knew personally.

SHE'S LOST CONTROL
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Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She's lost control.
And she's clinging to the nearest passer by,
She's lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I've lost control again,
And of a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I've lost control again.

And she turned around and took me by the hand
And said I've lost control again.
And how I'll never know just why or understand
She said I've lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side
And said I've lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she'd die.
She said I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

Well I had to phone her friend to state my case,
And say she's lost control again.
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes,
And said I've lost control again.
But she expressed herself in many different ways,
Until she lost control again.
And walked upon the edge of no escape,
And laughed I've lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.
She's lost control again.
She's lost control.

I could live a little better with the myths and the lies,
When the darkness broke in, I just broke down and cried.
I could live a little in a wider line,
When the change is gone, when the urge is gone,
To lose control. When here we come.