Never Meant to Be

Another poem I found in my desk

My heart is throbbing,
Needing you beside me

My soul cries out,
Trying to get near you

My mind is trying,
Trying to find a way

But can I ever have you?
I think this is more,
More than a crush,
More than lust,
More than need

But maybe it isn't
Maybe I'm being tricked,
Into believing something
That was never meant to be

My heart is breaking
My mind,
Confused
Where are you?