Evie

Need to get this out somewhere she won't see

Im such a hopeless romantic
Stuck watching you dance with someone else
I could pick you up and
Spin you around if you want
But I stop
And I sigh
And I drown my sorrows in a bitter can
Because I wish we could dance
But id take it too far
And id ruin it all
And I hate my hopeless heart
For falling in love with you

Im wearing the choker you bought me
And the shoes you thought I was cool for drawing on
And i nearly wore the jacket you liked
Or the purple you said i looked so good in
Would you have danced with me then?
No
I should stop lying to myself
I want to dance with you
I hate this

Im going to throw up
I wish I could dance with you
I want nothing more than that right now

I want to hold your waist
Spin you around
Treat you like the princess you dont know you are

I dont think ill ever stop pining for you
I cant stop staring at your golden hair
Singing love songs
Everyone else noticed im sure
I never really hid it
The way I look at you
Like a dog at the shelter
Choose me
Please

Maybe one day we'll dance
Maybe one day ill serenade you
Maybe one day ill spin you around in the air
And you'll smile at me
And look at me with your sapphire eyes
And ill know im yours

Or maybe I can kill this feeling
Bury it alive in the recesses of my mind
Until it suffocates under the dirt
Of the things I want you to do to me