I am still Hurting

I lay in bed awake, as he is fast asleep.

I wonder if he even knows...

That I am still hurting.

This time when he kissed me,

When he pulled himself on top...

Well it ended all so quickly.

And my heart did not stop.

I feel so detached,

And I feel all too sad.

I wonder if he even knows

That it still hurts so bad.

I used to smile when he snored.

It had been the cutest thing.

Now, however, it seems to me...

That it is nothing.

Maybe it isn't him.

Maybe it is me?

I still want things to work...

But I am still hurting.