Make Me

Make Me

A Poem by Kala Benfield
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This is how one feels when they have lost someone dear to them. RIP<3

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Make me a scab,
A clenched fist,
A whole in a wall,
Describe me as
unusual.

Make me a flower.
Bloom me into existence,
A Hollywood horror,
or a paperback novel
Make me alive.
Imagine me. 

Call out to someone
make them yours.
Think about Love.
Make it divine.
Sketch it.
Create an idea.
Burn it;
start over.

You'll blister.
You'll simmer in
the sunlight.
You'll think its Hell.
You will never 
experience Hell.

Build God.
Blasphemy.
Call upon your 'gods' 
to save you.
I'll spit and curse you into
a pit of despair.
I'll watch your chains drag 
and etch soot marks on
the pavement.
Filthy pests, go elsewhere
with your ugly personality.
You have none.
So,
I guess you have no where to go.

Find inspiration from the
hook that hurts the most.
Send your flames down your throat.
Let it sear your flesh.
You deserve the best.
Freeze your innocence into last week.
It was just a misconception.

Run for your life.
Don't find any amity in anyone,
or any place.
Race to your affections.
Let them know your devotion.
Make them burn in a Hell you 
yourself have created.
Trash your jackets into
a unsanctified realm.
They'll never get 
out alive.

Prisons gates.
For what do they have to offer me?
The iron bars will melt away.
The gloomy grey will fade.
The last one standing will be
the creator of this death-defying 
chaos.
Its a shriek in the air 
mother earth provides.
Teach me what I can be.
I'll leave the life
I live for one 
more advanced.

This Hell has overcome your mentality,
A crucial part for living.
It was only a few hours for you to 
converse your emotions,
anxiety, passion.
It should have been me.
In your selfless acts,
I am the one to blame for the 
awful apprehensions.
I got nothing out of it.
Heartache and more insecurity's.
You were all kinds of beautiful.
Your colors were brilliant.
Blinding.
They had me syncoped.
In case you haven't noticed,
I'm a new defined being.

You retired your life for one
unnecessary reason. 
My stupidity.
My obliviousness.
I'm sorry.
I was so blinded by love.
It shot me in the chest when I
heard three rings.

I became a new, unimproved being.
A new mortal to be proclaimed as
an afflicted soul.
A lacerated victim of Love.

Make me a person.
Beautiful and constructed.
Amused
sewn and scarred.
Worry free, on bail.
Flawless.

Make me a window.
Shine through other 
beings like I.
A stranger intercepting,
captivated by an over
looking soul of justice.

Make me alive.

© 2011 Kala Benfield


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Added on November 23, 2011
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Kala Benfield
Kala Benfield

carlisle, PA



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