A Beautiful Catastrophe

A beautiful catastrophe 
Has happened...
I cannot understand, 
Yet Someone must.

Some unusual mixup.
With my soul.
Or - 
this soul 
that resides within me.

Or perhaps -
Part of a plan,
And with it 
Every detail, every moment,
Carefully considered 
by a transcending love.
Known for an eternity -
Except by me.

Would I worry then? 
If my soul was placed here,
So far away
From the love I know.
A love not found here,
In any of these places.
The purest love 
I still feel - 
But source I cannot see.

For those memories
Were not created
Within the shallowness 
Of mind -
But within the soul
And It's a voltage now!
That reminds me
Where to fix my eyes.
It reminds me
Of the short time
Until suffering will end.

I miss this place I know.

I seem surrounded by mismatched souls.