Normal

There's a constant anguish in this world,
Why I ask,
But I give up trying to figure it out,
I try to feel the pain,
But feel better when numb,
There's a constant sorrow,
Withiut which I couldn't write,
I néed that blood, that anguish,
But I stand here for nothing,
It's much too heavy to bear,
But sometimes, I feel,
And then I go back,
To be normal in this world.