and sometimes it scares me

to think we might never be able to just be friends again...
i wish you could understand...
but you have no idea, you dont see it coming at all do you?
of course not, cuz ill hide it til its breaking point...
then it will all hit you like a ton of bricks.
and everything you never saw,
will be right in your face.
and everything you never said,
you'll try to say.
and i just wont be here to listen anymore.