if i never

if i never called you again
if you never saw me
if i never went back home
if i cut off all contact...all ties
if i left him all my stuff said keep it
if i disappeared again
if i never came back home....
would you know it was because of you?


you would
but you would deny it.
let your self sleep another night.
but it would be
it was always all for you
now its all because of you.


so as i sit here starring down at my self i can see that i am slipping back into the Shadow of a lost Koz...

and i begin to wonder....

maybe that Shadow is all i am.

 

and all im meant to be.