I don't know what I want.

I want you out my life.
But I miss you already.
I want some time to think.
But thinking time never helped before.
I want to have some answers.
But all I have is questions.
I need someone to love me,
But I'm scared it will be you.
I want to be free of this world.
But it doesn't work like that,
I want to know what game your playing.
And why I'm playing with you.