I feel heavy

How I'm feeling right now

I feel heavy,

Slightly dizzy, 

A little hazy, 

Some say lazy. 

It hit again. 

My old friend, 

Controls my actions, 

Strong distraction. 

22 words before this point, 

Some, the hardest I've ever written.

My brain is screaming jumbled thoughts,

And I don't want to listen. 

So I try to write, 

To pick the topic, 

Rhyming words, 

Can sometimes stop it. 

Different themes, 

And rhyming schemes, 

Pushed and mangled, 

To make sense. 

And yet this time, like others, failed. 

My inner self, is lost, derailed. 

And holding on for others sake,

I hope to come back, before its to late. 

Author's Note

Thanks for reading, I hope you like it :)

Reviews

[charlotte]

lingering with sadness.. she sounds almost depressed.. heaviness makes me think of being weighed down .. very well written

[Matthew Kult]

Chaotically scrambling

Great Read

Matthew