Conflicted

It makes as much sense, whichever way I see it. 

It makes no sense at all, but its equal in its senseless. 

It is a much of a choice to be happy, as it is not to be,

Choices mean that someone makes them, but it isn't always me,

Is It?

Author's Note

Posted in a rush, will check it later for mistakes as always thanks for reading and let me know what you think :)