I am Happiest in a Haze

I am Happiest in a Haze

 

I am happiest in a haze

When the lights are dim

And the world is slow

 

I am happiest lost of thought

Unhinged of doubt

Stuck in reason

 

I am stranged inside my walls

Compressed I dwell

Afraid of me

 

I am strangled by my doubt

Indifferent to the end

Held back

 

I am lost inside a haze

Strangled by smoke

Lost of passion

 

I am stuck inside a haze

Lost in thought

Flurried inaction

 

I am stuck inside a haze

Built of walls of bad decisions

Built of needs ignored, malnourished,

Stuck in tangled roots

Of mistakes, indulged

By misplaced anger.